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Up before the sun always meant one thing, it must have been Saturday. While most of my friends stayed in their pajamas and watched cartoons, I was planning my adventure.  My day began with cleaning my room, not just “redding up” as we said in Pittsburgh for a general cleaning, but putting all my Elton John albums back in their sleeves and placed in chronological order, dusting the furniture, and vacumming the yellow shag carpet.  Being the oldest, I was also given the task of cleaning the bathroom I shared with my three younger sisters.

I would fix myself a bowl of Cap’n Crunch, eating it quickly before it became too soggy while waiting for my mother to awaken to examine  my room and bathroom before I could go out and start my day.  I rarely passed the inspection first time out.  A sock left under the bed, or the residue left by using too much Comet in the sinks were typical infractions I had to correct before heading out. A quick trip to my dad’s desk blotter where he kept his loose change, and I was ready for my day.

My walk began at the end of our dead end street, up the dirt hills we would ride our bikes down hands in the air,then through the wooden slats of Milliken’s fence hoping their horses were still in the stables while I cut through the pasture into the woods.  I always thought horses were beautiful, but after being bucked off one when I was around five at the zoo, I liked to keep a safe distance between me and them.  The Milliken’s bred Morgan horses which were bigger than any horse I’d ever seen and had their manes cut close, making them look even more menacing with their crew cuts.  Beyond this dirt pasture – peace in stillness of the woods.

Rhythmic songs of cicadas began as I approached, as if they welcomed my presence.  Could it be they knew instinctively I was born of the woods and announced my arrival?  In their pauses, I swear I could hear the trees whisper my secrets to one another.   Each soft step deeper into the forest, releasing earth’s scent beneath me was one step away from my house, one step closer to home.  I cherished these times of solitude away from the pressures of school, to swim in my own thoughts without them being criticized by a mother I could never seem to please.  Light reflected off  tiny leaves danced on my skin as I made my way past the patches of wild violets to the moss beds where I would sit, running my hands across the velvet green mounds, sometimes curling up the edges to see what insects lived in the moist soil beneath.

Still early in the morning, the Bruno  boys would be having their pancakes right about now, their mom always preparing a hot breakfast for them meant I had time to explore their fort, hidden beyond the well worn paths.  The twins, a year older than I was had entered middle  school the year before, built their shelter from old plywood sheets and roof shingles stolen from construction sites of the new homes being built in and extension of our development. Inside,lying flat on a makeshift shelf, a heavy brushed silver lighter engraved with their dad’s initials. I would flip the lid and light a quick flame.  I loved the smell of the lighter fluid burnt on the end of the frayed wick.  Always with a sly smile, I replaced the lighter standing up with the lid flipped open. Scattered on the dirt floor – carpet remnants. Underneath the brown shag patch, a stash of old Playboys taken from their older brother.  The pages slightly crumpled, their favorite pages dog eared. I would slowly flip through the magazine staring at the photographs.   The women’s bodies seemed so different than my own. More curves and softer than my lean athletic body.  I just figured they didn’t ride bikes from sun up to sunset  or know the joy of climbing to the top of the tallest pine.  The only time I let anyone see my naked body was Dr. Stengel at my annual check up each summer and even then I kept my eyes closed during the examination. I couldn’t imagine why these women wearing nothing but glossy lipstick painted on fake smiles would position themselves that way on scratchy hay bales. I wondered if I would look like that soon as I began to notice changes in my own form. I found myself envious not of their womanly shape, but their long straight windblown hair, a contrast to my short curly hair, always out of place.  After I was done looking at the newest copy, I made sure to replace it under a different carpet sample… just because.

Leaving the fort behind me, bending branches along my walk back to the path, my legs become scratched by unknown thorned weeds we simply called jagger bushes. The slow drag across my bare legs leaving little bloody perforated scratches.  Once on the path, I was able to move at a quicker pace through the woods, listening to small animals scamper in the distance while birds sang from their high perches in the trees.  Exiting the woods on Stoltz Rd, crossing the busy road carefully into the entrance to South Park.

South Park was a large wooded area with several small winding roads leading to picnic pavillions, an ice skating rink, public swimming pool. Corrigan Drive the main drag through the center of the park. Saturday mornings this strip of road  was busy with teenage boys in souped up cars with shiny paint jobs cruising the park slowing down to take a look at the pretty girls.  Those girls who were not at all awkward like myself. Girls in tube tops and hot pants whose hips and long flowing hair danced as they walked. Girls so pretty they could be found between the stuck pages of Playboy magazine.

Instead of walking the paved pathways, I opted instead to wade barefoot in the clear creek that paralleled Corrigan.  Stuffing my socks into my shoes, I would carefully place them on the banks and slowly dip my toes into the cold water.  I can still feel the blistering hot sun burning my shoulders as the cold water quickly numbed my feet, the gentle current bubbling against my calves.  My feet searching below rock to sink into the soft silt clouding the clear water with each step.

Having reached the exit to the park, I would cross the busy intersection to the strip mall that included a Baskin Robbins shop. Using the change I took from my fathers blotter, I would order a double scoop cone consisting of one dark chocolate scoop, one mint chocolate chip. The walk back home was always more leisurely exhilaration mixed with melancholy. Walking along the roadside home, just one more stop before finally reaching home. I would pass by a hidden playground, the pavillion not used due to the simple fact that there was no restroom close by. I would stop there and swing.  The hot rubber seat forming to my hips as soon as I sat down. In no time  I would be soaring through the air in no time. Pumping my legs, feeling the wind through my hair, leaning back eyes closed it felt like flying.  Swinging high my soul soared until blisters formed on my palms from the metals links I gripped tightly.  One last furious pump into the sky before jumping always wishing that miraculously I would not land, but fly higher than the tops of the highest trees I had ever climbed and to fly becoming one with the sky. That was never to be, but if i was lucky, I would land perfectly on my feet before heading home.

Traipsing through the woods on the way home, the Bruno boys could be heard laughing in their fort, the faint smell of cigarette smoke hanging in the air. I ran quickly on a distant path not to be seen, Tony often teasing me about my lanky body and calling me a tomboy. We both knew it was because I beat him in bicycle races and could pop the biggest wheelies in my pink bike with streamers than he could in his fancier boy bike.

Safe through the pasture, the horses in for the day I was back on my paved street walking slowly back to my house. My mom in the back yard, talking over the chain link fence to the neighbor meant I could enter the house and get a large glass of water without aswering questions about where  I had been.  Taking the thirteen steps back to my room two at a time, careful not to wake my napping dad, I went back to my room, shut the door pulled out my favorite Elton John album and listened to “Your Song” as fell backwards onto my bed  letting the music drift my day into a beautiful memory.

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